Nonduality Satsang, May 2, 2009, at 1313 Hollis St., Halifax, Nova Scotia, Canada
Organizers and Contacts: James Traverse, Dustin LindenSmith, Jerry Katz
Venue providers: Susan Hunter and John Siemans
Volunteers: Elizabeth van Dreunen (in charge of many details), Susan Zurawski (video taping), Janet Monckton (poster distribution)
Speakers, Artists: James Traverse, Dustin LindenSmith, Jody Myers, Maryse Thuot and Pierre Jutras, Joanna Bull.
MC: Jerry Katz
Summary of talks and events:
With about 40 people attending, Jerry Katz opened by welcoming all in attendance and thanking the venue providers and volunteers.
Jerry then described the structure of the gathering, which was as follows:
- Introduction to the gathering, by Jerry Katz.
- James Traverse speaks and engages "human knot" experiential activity.
- Dustin LindenSmith speaks and performs on the tenor sax.
- Chanting by three different people/groups in the following order: Jody Myers, Maryce Thuot and Pierre Jutras, Joanna Bull.
- Concluding words by Jerry Katz.
- Socialization and "snacksang."
Introduction by Jerry Katz
I considered three questions: How does this group compare to other spiritual offerings in the area? What is satsang? What is nonduality?
I said that this group, this nonduality satsang, is not founded in any single tradition. Although we are not Buddhists, we are Buddhist friendly, and Christian friendly, Yoga friendly and friendly towards all wisdom traditions.
It was stated that nonduality satsang presents nonduality wherever it is found, whether in Buddhism, Christianity, Hinduism, Judaism, Islam, Noetics Institute, Art of Living, the New Earth Institute, Deepak Chopra, science, surfing, psychology, or many other fields and traditions. We are an open group whose purpose is to bring nonduality to all people.
Satsang was described as the company of truth. In the West that means that people come into the company of others to consider their true nature or natural self. Typically there is a teacher who leads Western satsang, but many may serve that function and those people are not regarded as revered gurus to be placed on a pedestal. Besides considering your true nature, satsang means valuing that consideration and pursuing it through whatever methods and practices make sense to you.
Nonduality was said to mean non-separation, although most people understand nonduality to mean oneness and interconnectedness. The "truth" part of "company of truth" is known as nondual. Although may defnitions of nonduality could be given, nonduality is experiential; it has to be known, not merely defined. The purpose of this nonduality satsang is to provide several ways of experiencing nonduality.
James Traverse
My presentation was about functioning.
I began with the story of a homeowner who was having problems with his furnace during a very cold winter; the furnace was working somewhat yet he couldn't get it to work properly - he called a furnace repair person who fixed the problem in 5 minutes and said that the cost for his services was $1000 - the homeowner asked for an itemized bill that the repairman presented... it read 'adjusted screw on furnace - $1... knowing which screw to adjust $999'... the point of the story is that knowledge of functioning as 'what works' has its place...
- I followed this story with two other illustrations of functioning; one is the classic story of a person who is terrified of snakes who steps on a rope while crossing a tall grassy meadow in dim light - the person mistakes the rope for a snake and has a panic attack/heart attack... the point of this story is the question 'what is functioning in this case?' (I presented this as the question 'How do you know what you know?' )... obviously what is functioning in this case is thinking and the person's actions, the functioning, is not based on the truth that what was encountered was a rope - rather what was function was thinking based on past memories, knowledge and experience - thus the story is an example of re-action rather than action (as example of action would be a child who knows nothing about snakes encountering the rope under the same circumstances - what functions in this case is 'not knowing' or the innocent Awareness of the child).
- the next illustration I offered was an optical illusion where I showed folks two objects that I held side-by-side and asked folks if they were the same... (the illusion is that one appears to be bigger than the other)... then I exchanged the places of the objects so that the one that was in my right hand was now in my left and vice versa; this switch also reversed the apparent relationship of the objects as the one that had appeared to be smaller before now seemed to be bigger... I pointed out that this was obviously an optical illusion which means that there was an illusion in the functioning; then I demonstrated that the two objects are actually the same size by placing one overtop the other - this made the illusion very clear and the answer to 'How do you know what you know?' in this latter case is Awareness as taking a closer look at the objects and comparing them by overlapping them (this illustration also demonstrated that one cannot trust the functioning of one's brain and sense doors and mental conclusions based on deluded perceptions - it reveals that the only thing that can be trusted is innocent Awareness).
These illustrations were followed by two questions, first 'Can your physical eye see itself?' I allowed a time for the audience to ponder this and given the earlier question of 'How do you know what you know?' it was clear that this may not be a great question to explore... the second question 'Can Awareness be aware of itself?' evoked a comment from one audience member who spoke about subject-object relationship... my response was to clarify that if 'I' (a doer) am attempting to be aware and asking the question from this perspective, then yes there is the subject-object relationship, yet what I asked was 'Can Awareness be aware of itself?'... and the experiential answer is that yes it can as it is self-evident... in this way Awareness is it's own knowing - this is a tremendous understanding because this is what is called 'enlightenment'...
My presentation finished with having folks explore an activity called a 'human knot' where folks join hands in a knotted way and then the task is to explore cooperation and interconnectivity as they untie the knot (only some folks were able to untie the knot yet everyone enjoyed the exploration and were able to experience the interconnectivity, cooperation and 'not knowing' involved).
In summary, my presentation was that there is a functioning that works (and other ways that do not) - the illustrations and demonstrations that I presented made it self-evident that 'Standing as Awareness' or 'Remaining as Awareness' is a way of functioning that sees things as they are (rather than seeing things through the lens of thought, memory, experience or any illusion-delusion) and that Awareness itself is such that 'seeing is doing' (there is no doer - there is only awareness and its simultaneous action).
Dustin LindenSmith
Mostly what I said was how jazz was a music entrenched in the present moment by virtue of its focus on improvisation, on creating the music as you go, in the given moment. Whatever music is played by jazz musicians isn't mapped out ahead of time, it's always created in the moment, on the spur of the moment.
Re Coltrane, I gave his date of death as 1967 and explained how he was on a very intense spiritual quest with his music in the latter years of his life, playing completely free, avant-garde, non-traditional music which ached with self-exploration and newness. Nothing like it had been played before, and he was explicitly trying to attain self-realization by reaching for the farthest possible limits of the saxophone and of the traditional jazz music forms.
The selection I played was from one of his latest recordings before undertaking this quest in a way that was noticeable on his albums: this tune was called Lonnie's Lament, and it was recorded in 1961, I believe. I followed that piece with a short saxophone interpretation of the gayatri mantra as I remember it sung by the local yoga teacher, Duncan Baine.
Chanting
Chanting was led by the following people in the order of their presentation: Jody Myers, Maryse Thuot and Pierre Jutras, Joanna Bull. Not much can be put into words other than to say that the hour of chanting was intimate and moving and communicated nonduality.
Conclusion
Following the chanting, Jerry Katz came forth and it was clear that there was nothing else to say. We rested in silence as the answer to any questions anyone might have. It seemed appropriate to express gratitude. A few words were spoken about how gratitude is a great practice, gratitude for everything, gratitude for forgetting to give gratitude, for everything, not just for one's perceived blessings in life.
Several people in the audience were introduced and they spoke of their involvement in the spirituality/arts community. If you attended, and would like your contact information included, let us know. People who came forth were
Joanna Bull: artoflivinghfx@accesscable.net Friday evening chanting.
Terry Choyce: http://spiritualseekers.ca
Mandee Labelle: http://yogaheart.ca Yogaheart Radio airs on Wednesdays between 1:30 and 3:30 pm on CKDU 88.1 fm
Jody Myers - Atlantic Yoga Teacher Training http://www.aytt.ca/
Navjeet: http://108yoga.ca Kirtan for new yoga studio: 108 Yoga in the lower atrium Brewery Market - Friday, May 8, between 7and 9 PM
Maryse Thuot and Pierre Jutras - Yogic Transformation [still somewhat under construction] http://www.yogictranceformation.net/
Elizabeth van Dreunen: http://InnerAlchemyStudio.com
As well, the organizers mentioned their offerings:
James Traverse: http://beingyoga.com Saturday, May 9, 10AM - Noon, Yoga
Dustin LindenSmith: Plays with the group 2x2, and its next performance is Sat May 23rd at the Cole Harbour Library at 2 PM. Following that, we'll be at the Jazz Festival, date and location TBA. http://lindensmith.com/music and http://jazzeast.com
Jerry Katz: http://nonduality.ca and http://nonduality.com.
Snacksang
We then spent an hour enjoying snacks, juice, and each other's company.
Our Next Event
We are planning another Nonduality Satsang. No further details at this time!
Contacts: James Traverse, Dustin LindenSmith, Jerry Katz
Please let one of the contacts know if any essential information was left out of this summary.
Nonduality Satsang pre-meeting notes for May 2, 2009
The theme of this Nonduality Satsang:
Nonduality: Seeing things as they are.
What we are doing:
We are facilitating a way of seeing that sees things as they are
What's the decisive point?
Solving problems in your life is the upshot or decisive point.
Jean Klein said, "the solution is always in the situation." That is akin to what J. Krishnamurti said: " if instead of seeking an answer to the problem I begin to understand, to unravel the problem itself, then in that very process the answer is there. I don't have to seek an answer outside the problem."
Further, Krishnamurti ties the upshot in with theme: "All human problems arise from this extraordinarily complex, living center which is the 'me', and a man who would uncover its subtle ways has to be negatively aware, choicelessly observant."
Again, Jean Klein: "It is only through silent awareness that our physical and mental nature can change."
Further Explication and Reading
The points above are elaborated in the readings that follow. Billy Doyle, J. Krishnamurti, and Dr. Jean Klein are featured.
From 'The Mirage of Separation', by Bill Doyle (Doyle studied with Jean Klein). Introduction
These writings come from a non-dualistic perspective. Our focus is on the nature of our real identity. Until we come to know it, we are lost in a world of ignorance. Our basic mistake, and from which all other mistakes arise, is to identify ourselves with an object: the body-mind. In doing so we lose sight of our true nature, consciousness, pure awareness, taking ourselves to be an expression of life, rather than life itself. Thereby we become engrossed in the world of a personalised I; it is this pseudo-I that usurps our real identity. This I-image, the ego, is no more than a collection of shifting ideas and experiences, with no independent reality. In taking ourselves to be a separate entity we have come adrift from our homeground, and inevitably fear and desire arise. In compensation we pursue happiness and security and try to escape pain and sorrow. It is only when we understand the illusionary nature of this projection that we become open to our real nature, that which is beyond the mind. The Self is not something new to be attained, for it ever is; it has only to be recognized. However we can never know the Self as we would an object, for it is the ultimate knower, neither perceivable, nor conceivable; we can only be it. Its nature is self-luminous. Billy Doyle January 2008
J. Krishnamurti
LONDON 6TH PUBLIC TALK, 17TH JUNE 1962 To ask the right question is not easy; but in the very asking of the right question, if you know how to face it, you have already the answer. The difficulty with most of us is, I think, that we are not very clear what we want to ask. We are very confused, and in our confusion we fumble, we try to put a question or two, hoping for clarity. But I don't think a confused mind can find clarity. Being confused, it cannot find light, it cannot find understanding; but what it can do is to find out why it is confused, what is the source of its confusion, and grapple with that. We must start with confusion, not with the desire to find understanding or clarity. How can a confused mind find clarity? Whatever it finds will still be confused. So it seems to me that merely to try to find an answer to a problem is an avoidance of the understanding of the problem itself. If I have a problem my instinctive response is to find an answer, to stumble my way somehow or other out of that problem; and generally I do find some kind of answer that momentarily satisfies me. But the problem comes back again in a different way. Now, if instead of seeking an answer to the problem I begin to understand, to unravel the problem itself, then in that very process the answer is there. I don't have to seek an answer outside the problem. With that in mind, let us proceed. Questioner: Sir, am I right in understanding you to say that attention is in time, and awareness is in eternity? And that by laying the foundation of attention in time, we are led to glimpses of an awareness which is timeless? Krishnamurti: First of all, may I point out that you are not here merely to understand what I am talking about. You are trying to understand yourself, not what I am saying to you. We are trying to see ourselves as we are, to know ourselves, if possible, totally. We are trying to understand the extraordinarily complex entity that each one of us is, with all its subtle changes, conflicts, urges, compulsions. I have said that to understand ourselves completely a certain kind of awareness is necessary, an awareness of ourselves as we are; and we cannot be so aware if we condemn or justify what we see in ourselves. Surely, that is fairly simple. If I condemn myself, there is no understanding. I am not aware of the implications of what I see, I just condemn it. If I condemn another or compare him with someone else, I don't understand that person. So, to understand ourselves - however noble or ignoble we may be, however sensitive or unfeeling - requires awareness. That awareness implies no justification, no condemnation, no comparison. Justification, condemnation and comparison are within the field of time; they are dictated by our conditioning. We look at things as an Englishman, as an Indian, as a Christian, as a Communist. Our observation and our thinking are conditioned by our particular cultural, educational, environmental influences, and if we are not aware of this conditioning we cannot see what is, we cannot see the fact. That is fairly simple in itself, isn't it? It is not something you are trying to learn from me. To see and to understand the extraordinarily complex entity that you are, you must look at yourself without this background of condemnation, justification and comparison. And when you do look at yourself without this background, you will see yourself totally. I think it is very important to understand this question of awareness and not make of it something very mysterious. There is no mystery at all about awareness. It is infinitely practical and applicable to everyday existence. If one is aware that one is comparing, judging, evaluating, aware of one's likes and dislikes, aware of one's contradictions without condemning or trying to get out of those contradictions - if one is aware of all this, just aware of the fact, what happens? What happens if I am aware of the fact that I am a liar - aware of the fact without condemning it, without saying how terrible it is, how evil, how unrighteous and all the rest of that nonsense? If you are simply aware of the fact that you lie, then what is talking place? Please, you are not learning anything from me. I refuse to be your teacher, I refuse to be followed. That is detrimental, that is a hindrance, it destroys all capacity to find out for yourself. But if you observe you will see that when you are simply aware of the fact, you come to it without opinion. You look at it afresh, not with all the memories and associations connected with the fact. I hope I am making this clear. The difficulty is that you never look directly at the fact, you look only at the values and opinions associated with the fact; and this prevents you from seeing the fact. Now, what takes place when I see the fact that I lie, or that I am ambitious, or that I am envious, or that I am greedy? When I look at the fact without opinion, without past remembrances about the fact, then there is no longer any hindrance in my perception of that fact. I can look at it without any deviation or distortion; and then that fact itself creates energy so that I can deal with it. I can find out why I lie and what I can do about it. Do you understand? If I have no opinion, judgment or evaluation concerning the fact, then the fact itself creates the energy with which it can be faced. All this is part of awareness, it is part of time. Don't please speculate about the timeless. To discover what is beyond time you can't just spin a lot or words, nor can you find out from me. You have to work hard at this to find out. Awareness implies being fully conscious of your reactions when you are confronted with a fact. It implies watching all your responses to challenge - not to some supreme challenge, but to the challenges of every day, the little challenges which occur when you are riding in a bus, when you are talking to the boss, and so on. You have to be aware not only of your conscious, educated, modern responses, but also of the unconscious motives, compulsions, urges; because both the conscious and the unconscious are within the field of conditioning and therefore of time. The unconscious is the past, it is the accumulated racial inheritance, and one has to be aware of all that. Now, to be choicelessly aware of this total process of the unconscious as well as the conscious, there must be a negative state of mind; and I think it is fairly clear by now what I mean by a negative state of mind. The positive state is that of condemning, judging, evaluating, approving, denying, agreeing or disagreeing, and it is the result of your particular conditioning. But the negative approach is not the opposite of the positive. If you wish to understand what the speaker is saying, you have to listen negatively, have you not? To listen negatively is not to accept or reject what he is saying, or compare it with what is said in the Bible, or with what your analyst says. You just listen. In that state of negative listening you are aware of your own reactions without judging them; therefore you begin to understand yourself, not just what the speaker is saying. What the speaker is saying is only a mirror in which you are looking at yourself. Now, this awareness implies attention, does it not? And in the state of attention there is no effort to concentrate. The moment you say, "I must concentrate", you have engendered conflict, because such concentration implies contradiction. You want to concentrate on something but your thought wanders away, so you try to pull it back and you keep this battle going. And when this battle is going on, you are not listening. If you go into it a little I think you will find that what is being said is an actual fact. It is not a thing to be applied to yourself because you have heard somebody say something about it. So, awareness is a state of choiceless attention. And without this awareness, this choiceless attention, to talk about what is beyond, what is the timeless, and so on, has no meaning whatsoever. That is mere speculation. It is like sitting at the foot of a hill and asking somebody what is beyond it. To find out, you have to climb the hill. But nobody wants to climb the hill, at least very few want to. Most of us are satisfied with explanations, with concepts, with ideas, with symbols. We try to understand merely verbally what is attention, what is awareness. But this understanding of oneself is quite an arduous task. I am using that word `arduous', not in the sense of a conflict or an effort to achieve something. One has to be really interested in all this. If you are not interested, it is all right, you can just leave it alone. But if you are interested, you will find it arduous to pursue the understanding of yourself to the very end. All human problems arise from this extraordinarily complex, living centre which is the `me', and a man who would uncover its subtle ways has to be negatively aware, choicelessly observant. Any effort to see, any form of compulsion, distorts what is seen, and therefore there is no seeing at all.
Dialogue with Dr. Jean Klein
Jean Klein: In accepting a situation we are completely free. Accepting unfolds in beingness. In accepting a situation we accept the situation in our completeness. Accepting is not in the mind; I would say it is beyond the mind, because the mind can never accept. In accepting it is not the situation we emphasize, we emphasize the accepting itself. This brings us complete freedom, openness. It is only in accepting a situation that we see what the situation is, what the facts are. Then action comes out of the situation, out of the facts. The decision to act doesn't go through the mind. It is spontaneous. In the accepting position, there is no volition, because when there is accepting there is no place for an ego, for an "I". Q: When we are caught up in a situation, how do we make the shift from being caught up to being in attention? It seems that we need volition to make an effort to get out of the situation in which we are caught up, and if we make a effort we get caught up in effort and volition. Klein: But you must not try to get out of the situation, because your trying will just replace the situation. You are then bound as before. Accepting the situation is the nearest you can do. That is the beginning! Q: But at that moment I don't know what accepting looks like. Klein: It's not psychological accepting, it is functional accepting. It is accepting in the way a scientist accepts the facts of the problem to be resolved. When you accept the facts in this way, you will find yourself out of the situation. You will be in the accepting feeling, not in what you accept, the object, the situation. Accepting means accepting every fact, every perception that comes to you. It means accepting your reactions as part of the facts. Then see how the accepting acts on you. How do you feel this accepting? Is there a freedom you experience? An openness... Klein: Yes, openness... Q: And that's what you're looking for, this openness? So do you find that you were not looking for a solution as such, the solution is almost a side effect of the welcoming? You discover that it was the accepting, the welcoming, you were looking for? Klein: Absolutely. From: Transmission of the Flame, Jean Klein